His bounty.

Assalamualaikum.

So next week insyaAllah I'll start working at a new place, as an Engineer! Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. Since primary school, if anyone asked me what is my ambition, what I wanna be when I grow up, my answer will be--engineer. Alhamdulillah, Allah make it happen for me. I'm so happy, so grateful.

Fabi ayyi ala irabbikuma tukazziban.

Since I'm going to move to new place, there are too many things for me to handle.

-I have to find a new room to rent.
-I have to find someone to replace my place at current house
-I have to prepare product development report for my boss
-I have to print all documents compulsory for my first day
-Gotta think on how I'm going to bring all of my stuffs to new place

When I type it here, it seems so easy to do. Once it's in my head, everything seems so hard.Yesterday, I was so stress. I have a lot of things on my mind. My roommate-to-be is being bitter, can't find new tenant, didn't complete the report, documents is nowhere to be seen, have no idea of how to move out. I freaked out like a chicken.

I called my parents to feel better but didn't tell them anything because I don't want them to worry about me.  I called F and told him everything with tears running crazily on my cheeks. I ate almost quarter box of chocolate ice cream while talking with F. I let out all of my thoughts.

Suddenly, he asked--"why you're so angry? what makes you so bitter?"

I stopped and ponder--am I?

Of course I quickly back up myself with excuses hahaha. Nevertheless, as soon as I put down my phone, I reflect everything that I've said. Felt so bad. I was so bitter, I transformed into a monster--the ugly and bad one without I even realize. Life seems so hard. Being adult is crazy, so many responsibilities to take care of, too many things to be done.

HOWEVER-----

Today, magically everything seems better.

-a tenant agreed to move in and bank in her house deposit to me early in the morning
- I've confirmed my place at new house and got to changed to another room (with better roommate I hope)
-all documents are ready! Thank you to all technologies existed in this world.

Still didn't complete my report tho because I'm typing this entry right now hahaha. Allah ease everything for me.

Alhamdulillah, everything seems better. Life is great again.

Everything changed in a blink of eyes. Allah really has made everything so easy for me today. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah.

Fabi ayyi ala irabbikuma tukazziban.

"Then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?"

"Maka nikmat Tuhan yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?"