Assalamualaikum.
Hey, it's 2019 already! Happy new year! Ewah bersemangat nampaknya. Macam biasa, I akan review balik 2018 resolutions--nak tengok jugak tahap mana semangat berkobar-kobar nak achieve goals tu. Ke hangat-hangat tahi ciken je? Ok, meh kita check.
1. Secure a good job-Alhamdulillah, I secured a job.
2. Try to make it to all of my friends wedding in 2018- Alhamdulillah, I was there for each of them.
3. Bungee jumping!- Tak sempat.
4. Buy my own car, my first car-Belum ready nak ada financial commitment.
5. Consistently save money for projek kahwin- Projek tergendala.
6. Travel to Bali or Krabi or Lombok- Went to Hatyai.
7. Have a clear, flawless, glowing skin- Takde la flawless tapi alhamdulillah pimple attack sudah terkawal.
8. I really wanna join volunteer activity- Tak bersungguh-sungguh cari
9. Go for umrah with mama and papa- Belanjawan tergendala
10. Lost 5 kg- Alhamdulillah, gained another 5kg luls.
Ya, itu sajalah review untuk 2018. Tapi--sebenarnya banyak sangat perkara yang jadi tahun lepas.
Jan- Got interview invitation by Exxon Mobil
- Visited Galeri Petronas
Feb- Work as teaching assistant for English and Mathematics
Mar- Meet his family for the first time
- Attended Nina's wedding
- Attended Baz's wedding
- Celebrated Papa's birthday at home
Apr- Work as tuition teacher for Mathematics, Modern Mathematics, Science, BM, English, Physics
May- Visited Ilham Gallery
- Joined SL1M program
Jun- Attended Chewy's engagement
- Attended Kak Ti's engagement
- On job training with Selia Tek as Product Development junior executive
Jul- Attended first wedding with him
-Visited Bank Negara Malaysia Museum and Art Gallery
- Visited Malacca
Aug- Work as engineer
- Visited Istana Kesultanan Melaka
- Got my first birthday surprise
- SueFiMel reunited
- Visited Hatyai
Oct- Overnight with Pillowtalk girls at Empire Damansara
- First ride with his new car
Nov- Attended Ikah's wedding
- Spend a day at the beach with his family
Dec- Attended Kak Ti's wedding
- Celebrated Mama's birthday at home
Fuhh rasa macam buat resume panjang-panjang gini. Basically, 2018 was a really difficult year for me. At some parts, I was miserable, exhausted and sad. 2018 was my year of tears. There were really some tough nights but alhamdulillah I survived it all.
2018 was my year of growth and getting out of my comfort zone. I met new amazing peoples, learnt new things, explore new cities. 2018 pushed me to be stronger, be the best version of myself. 2018 taught me to never give up and never lose hope-- that I'll get there, I just have to keep trying and never stop when things getting harder. To be honest, I don't want to repeat 2018.
So-what's up 2019?
I pray that 2019 will be my year where I'll bloom beautifully. I don't seek perfectness but I want to see good in all bad, to repent while I still can, to devote myself to my God, my parents and family, to be grateful with what I have, to always volunteer myself to do good things and to learn new experience and knowledge.
Tapi semestinya I kena ada resolutions, supaya hidup ada goals gitu. Hidup tanpa arah tuju ni--memenatkan. Moh ler kite.
1. Read 24 books, two books per month.
2. Bungee jumping!
3. Save RM3k.
4. Dhuha at least three times a week.
5. Tahajud at least once a week.
6. Khatam Al-Quran twice in a year-while reading the tafseer.
7. Perform the taubah prayer at least once a week.
8. Buy my first car.
9. Start a charity project for my school-maybe provide water dispenser for students' usage? Or anything they need.
10. Donate regularly.
11. Buy gold.
12. Perform ibadah korban.
13. Take care of a pot plant-cactus?
14. Donate blood-omg so scare!
15. Join a class-uruskan jenazah, the correct way to pray, or anything.
Okay, that's all. I'll add more in my planner-which I didn't buy yet :)
I think my resolutions are more realistic this year and clearer. Let's pray that I can achieve it all. Amin.
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