Crush?

Assalamualaikum.

Harini mood baik di samping cuaca pun best untuk rileks sambil cover study mane yang terlelap dalam kelas tu. hahaha Tapi why not stop kejap menaip benda lagha, yes? 

Well, minggu-minggu lepas was the worst week in semester 3. Em padahal tiap-tiap minggu pun worst jugak. Tapi last few weeks memang tiap-tiap hari hadap buku untuk revision demi test di samping pecut siapkan assignment yang over sangat banyaknya.

Dan bila saja selesai paper terakhir test, rasa ringan sikit kepala. Rasa lega tapi kusut jugak sikit sebab tak dapat jawab dengan cemerlang gemilang terbilang. But who cares? Dah habis tu habis la kan. Tak perlu nak overthink fikir dah, fokus yang di hadapan dan buat lebih baik nanti. Kling*bunyi mata bersinar.

Then last few weeks, a friend of mine tanya macam mana nak dekati crush? I was like..errr why ask me? Tapi dalam blur blur tu pun I told her a way to win someone's heart without the crush know it. Beberapa saat lepas tu terus terdetik dalam hati, eh betul ke aku ajar macam ni? Is it okay? Takpe ke? Tak menyumbang kepada kerosakan kawan aku ni ke? Nah, terus rasa bersalah. 

Nak tarik balik kata-kata tu pun macam dah tak sempat. May Allah forgive me. 

Don't get me wrong. Yes, cinta itu fitrah. Ter-berkenan dekat orang tu tak dosa pun. Tapi macam tak proper dan tak appropriate la kut aku ajar perkara-perkara tak berfaedah yang mana mungkin mendekatkan kawan aku ni kepada perkara tak bermanfaat dan mungkin juga membawa kepada perhubungan tanpa batas lelaki perempuan. Yes, aku pun bukan baik tapi why pull someone towards it too, right? 

So, lemme give you advice. Ada crush, yes? Don't know how to approach him/her, no? It's okay, it's fine. Dilemma in between 'if you want it, then go for it' and 'if it is meant to be, then it will be'? 

Brother and sister, 

It is no wrong in falling in love. In fact, love is pure and is given by Allah to us. Yes, it is wonderful, you feel like living in heaven, birds are singing, flowers are blooming, heart is beating faster. HOWEVER, do not make love affected you too much.

Minum air pun nampak berbunga. 

 Actually, you can apply the concept of 'if you want it, then go for it'. How? Tell Allah. Pray hard. Say, "if he/she is the one for me, then make us together. If You have a better choice for me, then let this feeling go away from me. Save me, Allah. Don't let my love towards him/her be more than my love towards You and Your Messenger".

That's it! This way, kalau crush tu tak dapat kat kita pun, we know that Allah ada pilihan yang lagi baik untuk kita in some ways. Tapi kena yakin, kena ada strong belief. Kita rancang, Allah pun rancang, tapi Allah sahajalah sebaik-baik perancang. Selain tu, sambil-sambil berdoa tu, perbaiki diri. Get yourself ready. Be a better person in all possible ways. Dalami ilmu agama, belajar sungguh-sungguh, kalau kerja, kerja sungguh-sungguh, serve your parents better, buat semua benda dengan lebih baik. That is what we called, "go for it". You prepared yourself, for your own good. 

                                                     

You also have to apply the concept of "if it is meant to be, then it will be". Yakinlah, kalau jodoh tak ke mana. Duduk di ceruk bumi mana pun hatta atas langit, akan balik ke pangkuan jugak. Yakinlah, yakinlah. 

Dah, aku pun tak reti. Saje nak bagitau, you have so many ways to approach your crush which is thru Allah. Bolehlah kut nak kawan biasa-biasa tapi hmm what for? Kalau nak approach crush tu, ask yourself, what for? Sebab kau nak dia tahu, sebab kau nak couple dengan dia. sebab apa? Find a reason why you should do that. No, find 3 reasons, if you can't find one, then don't. Perit kan pendam tapi tu lah, the best way. Sampai masanya, pada masa yang tepat, akan datang jodoh tu nanti. Tak bergolek tapi dengan segaknya mintak izin wali untuk kahwin terus, aww fairytale sangat. Pardon me, I live in fairytale. 

kereta labu is fairytale, this is not. 

Dan lagi satu, selalu dengar kawan-kawan cakap, 

"aku suka dia tapi rasa tak layak untuk dia sebab dia lagi baik, lagi perfect"

O.M.G. What?! Sebab dia lagi baik so kau rasa tak layak? Awat la duk pikiaq lagutu. Takpe la dia lagi baik pun, memang kita nak zauj yang lagi baik pun kan? Kalau tak macam mana dia nak bimbing kita? Apa salahnya kalau suka yang lagi baik, baguslah untuk kita supaya kita nanti pun jadi baik. Kalau rasa tak layak, then make yourself qualified. Be better, bukan sebab dia tapi sebab Dia. Anyway, takde orang perfect jugak pun. Kentut tak bau perfume jugak pun. Okay, pardon me, it sounds a bit harsh. 

Okay, till next entry, save your heart. Babai. 

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